Poetry #21: I Love You, 17.

I felt so alone for years
I have been hiding so many tears and fears
Praying that someone will ease this loneliness
Might as well fill the emptiness

This journey has been always tough

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I didn't ask so much, just enough
All I want is someone I can love
And that someone will love me back

Then He gave me someone like you
So loving and true
Little did I expect to be happy
And that you would really love me

In my life, I am grateful to have you
I am so blessed to be loved by you
I can say, you are an answered prayer
My angel in disguise, my rescuer

You saved me from deep sadness
You filled my life with happiness
And I wondered what kindness did I do,
to deserve someone like you

Baby, I love you
Thank you for loving me too
For being my hero
Baby, I could not ask for more

I know it's too early to say,
But Baby, I want you to forever stay
I love you, 17

Poetry #20: Three Words

These three words

I have been trying to tell you

But fear always come first

So I hid it instead

If only you knew,

every moment I am with you

I wanted to wrap my arms around you

But I am too afraid to do so

I need you

I want you

I miss you

I love you

Poetry #14: IMY Part 2

We were inlove for more than 2 years

I looked back and saw our memories

I can still remember,

How loving and happy we were

We used to stay late at night

Just talking, kissing, and hugging tight

We had downfalls and sad moments

But our 2 years were filled with so much happy sentiments

I can still remember your sweetest smile

Your exceptional way of looking me in the eyes

I can still remember how we fell for each other

And now, I miss the old times we were together

Poetry #12: IMY

It's been a year

Still I'm wishing you're here

It's been a long time

Since you used to be mine

Hope you're happy now

For I am trying to be, somehow

Even though sometimes I miss you

And I wish those memories to undo

Poetry #9: Sigh

My soul is broken,

By someone so special to me

And I don’t know how to mend it

Because I’m totally in pain

And if I could wish

I wish to be with you

But my tears are starting to fall

Because I can’t be with you

My days are so lonely

And I don’t want to be like this

I will only be so happy

If I have your kiss

My heart is so tired

By loving and getting hurt by you

But I don’t know how to forget you

For I am so in love with you

Now, all I can do,

Is to sit here alone

And I sigh,

Thinking of you

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Poetry #8: Fall Not

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Let me find my words

‘Cause I couldn’t say anything

I don’t understand the world

It seems so unfair for what I’m feeling

I tried my best not to fall

‘Cause I know you will never catch me

And it keeps me feeling so small

For you don’t even recognize me

I don’t want to move one step closer to you

I won’t breathe for you

And if I have a choice,

I don’t want to hear your voice

Holding back my feelings for you

‘Cause I know for you this is wrong

So I better hide this from you

Before I loose my grip from holding on

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Poetry #4: These Words

Cold as ice as the wind blows my skin

I sit here all alone thinking of you again

Vivid thoughts of you are all in my head

Still I chose these words to remain unsaid

I lean my back and I sigh

How I wish you're here by my side,

So the coldness and emptiness I'm feeling

Which killing me inside will soon be melting

Here I am all alone in the darkness of  the night

Still feeling the emptiness and hoping you'll be mine

Though I only have thoughts of you in my mind,

Still I wish to be with you and hold you tight

Most likely everybody knows what is real

This special feeling for you I feel

And sometimes I wish these words to be spoken

But in the end, I much like to keep silent

Poetry #1: Forbidden Love

You always make me happy

Whenever you smile and say "Hello!" to me

And there is something I feel inside me

Whenever you glance and move close to me

I love to be with you everyday

I hate it when you started to walk away

I want you to just stay

Stay right here next to me

I don't want to lose you someday

So I'm wondering how can I make you stay?

Because everytime you are not around

It keeps me feeling down

I know you won't believe me

That you mean so much to me

And now as time goes by

I fear of hearing you say "Goodbye"

But if this would be the last

I don't want to waste a single second

'Cause I know I can't bring back the past

And I hope through this poem you will understand

That I like you, I want you

I love you that's why I need you

And I'm hoping and wishing

That you would let me show this feeling