Poetry #28: Those Words

My love, I have realized
all the words you said
I tried to internalize
every word you said


I hurt you
You hurt me too
But how, how did you move on
You move on so soon

All our memories together since from the start
The bad and the good ones

They bring tears and pain in my heart
I was always there when you needed someone

Maybe we tried too much
or maybe I was the only one who did
Your efforts were limited
How did you manage to show such

Poetry #24: Time Out

It's hurting
Chasing a person who doesn't have the same feeling
Making a person happy and can't see it existing
Loving a person who don't appreciate your being

It's hurting
When someone doesn't appreciate the efforts you are giving
When they are not proud of you
When all you have to do is prove them you love them

It's hurting
It's tormenting
Time out please

Poetry #23: Teach Me Not to Miss You

I wonder if you ever think of me, of us
'cause I been missing you, missing us so much

I have been thinking about you, about us since I woke up this morning

Until now as I say good night to the lonely evening

How I wish you're here beside me

So that this loneliness will set me free

Baby, teach me not to miss you

'cause I'm feeling so down not seeing, not being with you

Poetry #22: Dreams

Like mountains, you are high

But it doesn't mean I'll give up and sigh

I'll climb up even if I reach the sky

I will persevere, 

do everything just to achieve you

You are my dreams and I'll make you, mine.

Poetry #21: I Love You, 17.

I felt so alone for years
I have been hiding so many tears and fears
Praying that someone will ease this loneliness
Might as well fill the emptiness

This journey has been always tough

ChamieShamz and I. Hug her when I'm not with you. :)

I didn't ask so much, just enough
All I want is someone I can love
And that someone will love me back

Then He gave me someone like you
So loving and true
Little did I expect to be happy
And that you would really love me

In my life, I am grateful to have you
I am so blessed to be loved by you
I can say, you are an answered prayer
My angel in disguise, my rescuer

You saved me from deep sadness
You filled my life with happiness
And I wondered what kindness did I do,
to deserve someone like you

Baby, I love you
Thank you for loving me too
For being my hero
Baby, I could not ask for more

I know it's too early to say,
But Baby, I want you to forever stay
I love you, 17

Poetry #13: Conflict

You’re so unkind

After all I did, you don’t even mind?

How could you do such thing?

You’re so mean

Look into my eyes

So that you’ll realize

I expect you to say something

Just give me a sign, say anything

You used me since

I hate you then

I gave you my all

But you didn’t bother at all

I got some problems

But I can solve them

You’re one of them

But you’re the one I can’t mend

Give me a reason

Why you can’t learn from your lesson?

You’re not like this before

Now I don’t know you anymore

All these misunderstandings, I’ve been sick

You changed and I don’t understand

Hence, I’m still here to lend you my helping hand

Even if we still do have conflict

Written in the year 2005

Poetry #12: IMY

It's been a year

Still I'm wishing you're here

It's been a long time

Since you used to be mine

Hope you're happy now

For I am trying to be, somehow

Even though sometimes I miss you

And I wish those memories to undo

Poetry #11: Missive

Touch me like you always do

A feather-like sensation

Awakening my emotion

I realized this is something new

You move with grace

Always have that smile in your face

It hit me so well

And made me fell in your spell

I can't stop thinking of you

Like the constant beating of my heart

It doesn't stop and keeps going on

Now I don't want us to go apart

Poetry #10: Love Still

Come a little closer

I miss us being together

Please don't walk away,

Tell me if you feel the same way

Remember those words we exchanged

So sweet and loving

I wish you didn't change

And didn't leave me here hanging

Tell me if you still love me

Tell me if I still have a place

Poetry #9: Sigh

My soul is broken,

By someone so special to me

And I don’t know how to mend it

Because I’m totally in pain

And if I could wish

I wish to be with you

But my tears are starting to fall

Because I can’t be with you

My days are so lonely

And I don’t want to be like this

I will only be so happy

If I have your kiss

My heart is so tired

By loving and getting hurt by you

But I don’t know how to forget you

For I am so in love with you

Now, all I can do,

Is to sit here alone

And I sigh,

Thinking of you

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Poetry #8: Fall Not

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Let me find my words

‘Cause I couldn’t say anything

I don’t understand the world

It seems so unfair for what I’m feeling

I tried my best not to fall

‘Cause I know you will never catch me

And it keeps me feeling so small

For you don’t even recognize me

I don’t want to move one step closer to you

I won’t breathe for you

And if I have a choice,

I don’t want to hear your voice

Holding back my feelings for you

‘Cause I know for you this is wrong

So I better hide this from you

Before I loose my grip from holding on

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Poetry #7: Fully Occupied

I sit here all alone thinking of you

Wondering what keeps you busy right now

And if you ever think of me somehow

But I don’t think that you do

And as I close my eyes

All I can see is your face

So beautiful and such a grace

I wonder when will you realize

I keep on holding back my feelings

For I know sooner I’ll be falling

And won’t let that happen

For I’ll be in pain again

But I’ll be always by your side

Even if your heart is fully occupied

I’ll always be here for you

Though you are hurting me so.

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Poetry #6: Why I Hate Rain

The rain is pouring again

My tears are starting to fall

Every time I think of you

I can’t help it but cry

I don’t want you to know

That every time I think of you,

My heart aches, my eyes cry

Yes, I don’t want you to see me unhappy

The rain reminds me of you

How you left me with a broken heart

How you tore my soul apart

And I wish to make things undo

The sun will shine tomorrow

I wish you could see me through

I hope you will realize the pain

That I’m feeling again and again

I kissed the wind goodbye

If that wind strikes your lips in time

I wish you will feel my love for you

And realize you feel the same way too

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Poetry #5: My Angels

I found myself sitting here all alone

Thinking about the things we did before

You made my life worth living for

Damn, I miss you for so long

Honestly, I never thought we could be this close

We were once strangers saying Hi! Hellos!

We had so many things less in common

Yet we manage to carry on

There were times that I ran to you crying

And you were there comforting

We drank together like there’s no tomorrow

You did that just to ease my sorrow

I must say I am so blessed

You saw my worst and still love me more than my best

I’m grateful to have you as my friends

How I wish we’ll be together ‘til the end

Poetry #4: These Words

Cold as ice as the wind blows my skin

I sit here all alone thinking of you again

Vivid thoughts of you are all in my head

Still I chose these words to remain unsaid

I lean my back and I sigh

How I wish you're here by my side,

So the coldness and emptiness I'm feeling

Which killing me inside will soon be melting

Here I am all alone in the darkness of  the night

Still feeling the emptiness and hoping you'll be mine

Though I only have thoughts of you in my mind,

Still I wish to be with you and hold you tight

Most likely everybody knows what is real

This special feeling for you I feel

And sometimes I wish these words to be spoken

But in the end, I much like to keep silent

Poetry #3: Another Chance

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If someone loves you,

Give that love a chance

For you’ll never know,

Maybe tomorrow it will grow

Don’t live from the past

Instead, learn to surpass

Move on and learn to accept happenings

Because there’s a purpose for everything

Learn to love again

Maybe the new one could heal the pain

You’ll be happy soon

So life must go on

For God had set His plans for us

And we deserved someone if we asked

Someone who could fill the empty space

Make you feel like you’re such a grace

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The Poetry Pantry Week 18

Poetry #2: Just Asking

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I sit here all alone
I sigh and think about you again

Asking myself with questions that seem no end

Actions I want to do

Questions I want to ask you

If I tell you these, would you listen to me?

If I ask you these, would you dare to answer?

If I need your company, would you stay with me?

If I need your touch, would you caress me?

If I need your hug, would you embrace me?

If I need your lips, would you kiss me?

If I need your love, would you give me a chance?

If you could me hear saying these...

would you be so kind to tell me what you are thinking?

would you be so kind to let me know what you are feeling?

would you be so kind not to hate me?

would you be so kind not to make me cry?

would you be so kind to give this LOVE a chance?

Babe, I'm just asking

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Room for Romance #6
POETRY POTLUCK - Reflections, Interpretations and Musings...

Poetry #1: Forbidden Love

You always make me happy

Whenever you smile and say "Hello!" to me

And there is something I feel inside me

Whenever you glance and move close to me

I love to be with you everyday

I hate it when you started to walk away

I want you to just stay

Stay right here next to me

I don't want to lose you someday

So I'm wondering how can I make you stay?

Because everytime you are not around

It keeps me feeling down

I know you won't believe me

That you mean so much to me

And now as time goes by

I fear of hearing you say "Goodbye"

But if this would be the last

I don't want to waste a single second

'Cause I know I can't bring back the past

And I hope through this poem you will understand

That I like you, I want you

I love you that's why I need you

And I'm hoping and wishing

That you would let me show this feeling